I was thirty-three years old, a registered nurse at Piedmont Atlanta Hospital, the kind of nurse who worked twelve-hour shifts that were almost never only twelve hours. I had held pressure on wounds while families prayed in hallways. I had helped frightened old men remember how to breathe after surgery. I had cleaned vomit off shoes that were not mine and blood off floors I would never mention at dinner. I had learned to eat granola bars standing up and drink coffee gone cold because someone’s mother needed one more blanket, one more explanation, one more human being to look her in the eye and say, “I’m here.”
Then I came home and became the other kind of invisible.