He was intelligent enough to explain his mistakes after making them, but he was never disciplined enough to avoid them in the first place because family money always cushioned his consequences.

As an adult, he drifted in the polished way that wealthy men are permitted to drift, holding a position at a boutique investment firm because the founder owed my late husband a favor.

He was my only child, which made me much more patient with his lack of direction than I probably should have been over the years.

Then he married Simone, a woman who entered our lives three years before the morning Mateo called me from the city.

Simone was thirty eight then, eleven years younger than Julian, and she carried herself like a woman who believed that age was a condition that only happened to other people.

She was beautiful in a way that seemed like a calculated strategy, with smooth dark hair and a voice pitched to imply an intimacy that she never actually offered.

She had worked in luxury brand consulting and always knew which restaurants were fashionable before anyone else, ensuring she was always dressed correctly for rooms where belongings mattered.